You are a loser when it comes to women . So you choose the easy way out- to pay for it . And it so happen shes the only pussy within your easy reach and you wished you had a REAL WOMAN RELATIONSHIP .
But sadly , shes a whore . Whores are not for loving . They are TOYS for men .
Start a relationship with her and i Guarantee you will be starting another thread Titled . I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED
Or you may have Jumped off a tall building .