[legolas99]

live separately cuz bto haven come. i enjoy the carefree days in pattaya most. slack in the day drinking kopi and nighttime go agogo see and maybe book a girl for the night. i think i am lustful where a girl is not enough.

i dread the day when i lose the freedom to go chiong in pattaya during my leaves and fear the financial and time constraint if i were to have kids. childcare is so expensive alrdy. worst is to have that kind of child that can drive you to your grave.

i think it is the losing of freedom part and afraid of getting caught when i go hankypanky in bkk or pattaya that is confusing myself.