[Johndick]

Bro badbear.

GET A LIFE.

Your case is freaking obvious she don't really give a shit about your feelings and has never viewed you as a real boyfriend. Sorry to be harsh but the fact is this, you are just a convenient pass-time to her, nothing more. So please stop IMAGINING that there's something deeper in your relationship with her. Maybe the sex is good so you can't let go. If so, then please tweak your mindset and look at yourself as a Fuckbuddy to her and stop behaving like a needy boyfriend and keep asking for her attention. No girl like to be banged by a emotionally needy man. Behave like a real man and maybe she will still consider you in her fuckmate list.