[thebrokenheart]

just sharing my past story.

i met a young viet girl doing b2b by chance. i fell in love with her gradually and i declared my love for her. she said she likes me but i do not really believe her as i know that she is still messaging other guys and having sex with them too, but i still cannot control myself.

i kept asking her to be honest and not play with my feelings, but she always said she do not want me to leave her and she do like me. after every meeting, when messaging her, the reply will be delayed. i wanted to give up but i still love her. i decided i want to help her and send some money to monthly after she goes back.

then suddenly i got chance to bring her out often. i was skeptical and do not believe she love me because i know it is for the money that i will send her after she goes back. ithoughti finally moved her heart. and on one occasion during dinner, i asked to reiterate our relationship and at that point of time she was so serious and i just felt that sincerity and i totally committed myself to her. as i am not super rich and she said her family needs money and may need to come back to work again and she promised that she will only provide b2b and no other service and no fake relationship with other guys.

things just changed after the meeting also. she lied to me that she went out but i realized she went out with other customer for overnight and she denied it. since then our relationship was bad because of my questioning. i told her i should not be her bf but no reply. finally she went back and i sent the money as promised and soon i found out through friend she had a vietnam boyfriend but again she denies it…i still love her and wanted to help her. but i suspect other guys are sending her money too and also she had a boyfriend. i am struggling with myself now if i should continuing sending monthly to her….