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Originally Posted by SerflySGR
Wait a minute? What am I doing here?
Am I “over-compensating” there? Am I trying to settle for something less? Have I become so desperate for sex and companionship that I was willing to lower my standards? I can’t help but wonder how the mighty have fallen? What have I been reduced to? I used to be able to fuck my young and nubile maid, maybe even carry her with one arm and throw her onto the bed but now I must contend with the Baby Elephant that was grazing in front of me. I had to get a grip of myself. I have to tell her she has to go. I took a deep breath. I had to choose my next words carefully. I need to maneuver myself out of this situation fast before I sink deeper into this quicksand.
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“So how’s the new tutor?” Fred’s message came in.
“Like that lo.” was all I could muster. After a few to and fro, I gave in and turned the whole conversation into a complain session.
“Told you - You should have engaged Chester”, he started.
“And let him hold my hand and feed me ice cream?” I interrupted his typing.
“No la! He would probably introduce some of his female friends to you outside of class and then you two guys can go out and paint the town red” The thought was tempting but I wasn’t too keen to let another stranger into my home.
Chatting with Fred brought up frustrations that I kept bottled up in me. I suppose I was sex-starved. Previously scrolling through forums, watching short video clips and porn suffice but after being exposed to other women, all these were not enough. I had wanted, many times to seek “professional help” but at the very last moment I chickened out for fear of being recognized or the possibility of STD (till date there is no 100% fool proof way of prevention).
I was getting more and more frustrated at the situation I was in; people hire tutor who is able to coach their children and also provide some form of eye candy whereas I was stuck with this “Baby Elephant”. Or perhaps my expectations were too high? What I have is a tutor who could double-up as my fuck toy. It didn’t matter if she didn’t look appealing; with the lights turned down low, it didn’t matter how she look as long as she took my cock in her mouth and pleasured it with her plump lips. I felt an erection building up as I imagined her bouncing off my cock. Yet, the moment my thoughts started to wonder if she would still have that “mothball smell” when she was naked, I lost all enthusiasm.
I decided to take French leave and go home after lunch. Due to the “new norm”, there were fewer people in the office anyway. I didn’t even bother to report back to office after my lunch. I just took off and went straight home. In fact, I got home way before
Adek. After
that incident at school, I’ve all but stopped fetching
Adek. I did what I had to do to release the tension, took a shower, turned on the air-condition, locked the master bedroom door and went to sleep. It was hours later that sounds coming from the hall woke me from my slumber.
“Boy, would you please pay attention?” The voice sounded impatient,
“I will not keep repeating myself.” Shaking off my sleepiness, I realized it was Evon reprimanding
Adek. I stood behind my door listening to her monologue; no wonder
Adek could not stand her.
“Are you just plain stupid?” my son’s tutor raised her voice.
“I can’t believe your father could sired such a son! You must have inherited dumb genes from your mother.”
Having heard enough, I opened the door to a shocked Evon.
“I think this is quite enough,” I said quietly,
“I think you’d better leave” I told her as I showed her the door. I went towards it, opened it and unlocked my front gate to emphasize my point.
“Serfly,” Evon protested,
“It’s not what you think. I was just......”
“It’s ok. I will transfer you the remaining fees. I had a long day, please leave.” One problem resolved. I’ve gotten rid of the Baby Elephant but I was back to square one as I’ve not resolved my son’s education issue.
I decided to leave it for another day. Grabbing my car keys, I told
Adek tuition could wait. Right now, let's go out for some ice-cream.