[Thenotoman]

Anyone here know how to heck care about ns? I left with 6 months to ord and my job is getting harder and harder not because of me but stupid commanders and courses. I don't have an understudy and now my work load I piling up. Everytime can't finish this work, the encik fuck me upside down. It's not like I on purpose. I told them I louya at my job but they insist cause no one else to do. Then when I do slow, KP say I need to do better and lead better cause I'm paid more than the others.

I just want to forget about doing work here cause I'm unhappy and very very pissed with how the commander work. I feel so restricted and controlled. What could have been a 15 mins work dragged to a full blown 2 weeks work cause some idiot not happy with my not so on purpose half fuck performance.