[randyrockhard]

I guess I am still recovering...

In all honesty, I didn't expect to fuck her because she was giving confusing signals, unlike other hookups I had before where it had been pretty much straightforward.

I know I like her.

And the sad part is... I really enjoyed spending time with her, the conversations, the companionship, the sweetness she displayed. A lot of people can act charming just for sex, but only a certain breed of total phony will cry love.

A hookup shouldn't be built over a period of a month long interaction,don't you think? At most a week??

You know, in my still somewhat-broken heart... I guess I want to believe something else...

that perhaps the idea that she must stop any contact because she has grown fond of me...

*sighs.