Sharing of my on-going relationship with a ML

[CheongingEdge]

After cumming on her face and hair, we both went to take a shower. There was an awkward silence before I decided to speak.
Me: Z, I still don’t understand what you are thinking
Z: I don’t know too. I just know that it’s painful for me to think about you having sex with other girls. When I imagine it, my heart feel like bursting. I don’t mind doing anything you want as long as you don’t touch other girls.

I started thinking about what a bastard I am to take advantage of her like that as I have no intention at all to keep myself exclusive for her. But as we continue showering, she starts to gently wash my penis and suddenly just kneel down and tried to give me a blowjob.
Me：Z, what are you doing？
Z：I have watched some porn before, isn’t this what you guys like？
Me：There’s no need to do this
Z: I want to satisfy you, I want you to only think of me and no one else when you have the need

I gently helped her up and started to french kiss her again while groping her breasts. Both of our breathing got harder and I decided to end the shower. We wipe ourselves dry and laid together holding hands in bed. Z then moved my arm to go behind her while she laid her head on my chest.
Z: Please don’t think that I just sleep with anybody. I have only slept with my ex-husband and bfs before.
Me: (while using my other hand to stroke her hair) I know, I believe that you are someone who knows what you are doing, it’s just that I don’t understand why you want to possess me so much
Z: You are the only one whom I can really talk freely with about anything. Even with my bf, I cannot tell him everything. But you are different, when we chat, I feel that I can trust you and tell you everything.
Me: It’s because our relationship is different. We only meet about twice a month, you don’t have to worry about me judging you too.
Z: No! I care a lot about what you think of me. But you always can see things from my angle and you are also not worried about telling me how you think. You are different from the others, who only say nice things, but I know all they want in the end is to sleep with me.
Me: I’m doing that now right? How do you know it’s not an act to get you to sleep with me?
Z: I just know, I can feel it. Remember that time when I told you (she brought up an incident where a customer offered her a 5-digit sum to spend a night with him, will not go into the details here again, just that in the end she rejected him). You are the only one whom I can tell you freely how tempted I was and you are the only one I can share all these details with. You are the only one I want to share the videos of me and my child with, I wanted so much for you to be able to be part of our future.
Me: You know that’s not possible. Unless I strike toto, I cannot afford your expenses.
Z: That’s right, but I can still love you can’t I? I know how Singaporeans think about us, that we love money and we are here to cheat money. But who don’t love money? If Singaporeans are so noble, why do I not see them donating all their money to charity?
Me: I think it is just because you are lonely here, and I happen to just be someone who can understand what you are trying to say. But Z, you are going to get married soon, I don’t want to jeopardise your marriage.
Z: Do you enjoy making love with me just now?
Me: Yes, it was one of the best I had
Z: Really?
Me: Yes, I can feel you so much, I love the way you moan, the way you push yourself towards me.
Z: Then can you just find me in future if you have needs and not find any other girls?

So after a big circle, it’s back to this topic. I really enjoyed fucking her and was not lying about it being one of the best experience I had. She’s not super active, but the way her body responds, her facial experience is so natural and real. I stayed silent while Z just continue to lay her head on my chest.

<<to be continued>>

[ongkp]

👏👏👏👏. Good story

[Informer]

this is a nice story, do keep the updates coming.

[CheongingEdge]

After a whlie, I decided that I don’t want to lie to Z
Me: Z, we are both adults and know that things don’t always go the way we want it to.
Z: (whispering) I know…
Me: I’m a man and I have my needs. You are getting married soon and there’s no way that you can meet me everytime I need it.
Z: …
Me: Your bf is so possessive, and you are moving in with him after you get married. How can we have the chance to meet then? Or do you want me to just masturbate for the rest of my life?

Z immediately sat up and turned around to look at me
Z: I will find a way
Me: It’s not possible and you know it. Even now when you are not staying with him, I think you also know how hard it will be for us to meet again like this.
Z: But I’m here with you right now
Me: Actually I’m curious, what did you tell him?
Z: (explained what she did so that her bf did not come to pick her up tonight). I also did not expect us to end up in a hotel, I just thought of meeting you outside and letting you know how I feel, but the pain is so hard to bear when I think that when I’m with him, you are with another girl.
Me: But what about me? When you are with him and I’m alone, how will I feel?
Z: I know that I’m selfish, but I can’t leave him now. I depend too much on him and he has always been so nice to me too. I can’t bear to break his heart.
Me: Let’s just keep tonight as a happy memory between us Z, I can’t give you what you want, just like how you can’t always meet me when I have the need.
Z: No! There must be some other way!

I’m starting to get a bit worried if there’s something wrong with Z; after all, I had met my fair share of girls who are not right in the head and they are a pain to deal with. In fact, I’m starting to regret sleeping with her.
Me: Z, can you imagine if you are me? When I just want to hug you, but you are out with him shopping, eating? What I have to go through every night as he hug you to sleep while I’m all alone?
Z: …
Me: I like you Z, but the pain may be too much for me to bear too, so I will rather give up now than to live a nightmare in future. I don’t want to live like this every day while
Z: (interrupting me) So u like me?
Me: Yes, I like you, but not to the extent that I am willing to be all alone while you are happily married, to be all by myself while you have him and your child at your side
Z: Then you can get married too! Get an ugly wife that can do your household chores and take care of you, but you will not want to touch her

I started to panic then as it seems that she was really not thinking straight and was also relieved that I didn’t shoot inside her as I can’t imagine how she will act if she’s pregnant.
Me: Z, listen to me…
Z: (interrupting me again) I know I’m very selfish, but I just want you to myself! I promise you that I will just limit my sexual activities with my bf to once very 2 months. He cums very fast, so it’s just less than 5 mins.
Me: It’s not just about this. You are asking me to be alone, but if you want me to be just yours, I don’t want to be a mistress who cannot see the light.


At this point in time, Z was the one who became silent. I pulled her gently to lie down beside me again.

<<to be continued>>

[CheongingEdge]

After a while, Z initiated action again by gently touching my lil bro and balls. It feels so good and made me understand why she’s so popular; her HJ must be damn good on top of being pretty. My lil bro was ready for another round pretty soon
Z: I just want you to be all mine
Me: I can’t promise you that Z
Z: Then can you just promise me that you will not have sex with other girls? You can still go for HJ but no more than that and during the HJ you can’t touch them
Me: (thinking what a weird “compromise”) Erm, Z, I think you still don’t know what you are talking about, you are asking me to
Z: (interrupting me yet again) Yes I know, you can find other girls to help you release, but you can’t touch them and they can only use their hands. And you cannot find the same girl again, you must always find a different one
Me: Huh???
Z: I don’t want you to develop feelings for anyone else and I don’t want them to develop feelings for you too

It’s a bit hard to think straight as she was continuing to stroke me and the main thing on my mind now is to plunge my lil bro into her. I gave up discussing this with her for now and started to play with her breasts and nipples while she let out soft moans.
Z: You are making me so wet again…. You are the only one who can make me so wet
Me: (after checking that she is indeed very wet again) I want to be inside you again
Z: Do you want me to give you a blowjob first?
Me: Yes, I want a 69, I want to taste you too

Z obediently turned around and gave me a bj while I licked her. Her bj is really quite terrible, though the thought that an Ang Pai whom so many pple tried hard to get but failed is being so submissive to me is enough to make me maintain my hardness. Sort of an ego thing I guess
Me: Finger yourself Z…
Z: Now??
Me: Yes, I want you to play with yourself now in front of my face
Z: I’m shy…
Me: Play with yourself and continuing sucking. I want it

I can sense Z’s hesitation, but she slowly start to place one of her hands over her pussy. However, during this movement, she almost lost her balance and we both had a quick laugh before she resumes her action.
Me: Z, I want you to send a voice message to X (one of her best friend in the MP) while playing with yourself now.
Z: Why??
Me: Do it or I will make you call her now instead
Z: It’s 2am!
Me: Do it, tell her that <censoring the actual message here>

Z turned around to give me a pleading look but I was not relenting. She reluctantly got up and went over to get her phone. As she walked back, she was still pleading with me to change my mind
Me: Lie down and start playing with yourself, I want you to be very wet again before you send the voice mail
Z: Can I don’t do this?
Me: No

Z started fingering herself again while I moved my head near to her pussy. When I was satisfied that she was wet enough, I commanded her to start the voice message. She looked resigned to the fact that she needed to do it, but gave me the signal to be quiet.
Z: X, <censored message>

It was then that I know what their codename for me is. Not the most flattering codename, but at least it’s not something like “small dick”. I was quite disappointed that Z can still maintain a rather neutral tone when sending the voice message as I was hoping that she will have problem controlling her voice. Z had a look of relief after sending the voice message. As she put her phone down, it suddenly rang! X had called her! Z had a look of pure panic on her face while I told her to pick up the call and put it on speaker. Z refused, saying that X knows that she had roommate and know that she don’t use speaker at home. So I just asked her to turn up the volume and pick up the call.

<<to be continued>>

[CheongingEdge]

X was on the other side of the call and I can pick up bits and pieces of the conversation
X: You so horny now ah
Z: Why are you still not sleeping?
X: You haven’t make love for a long time ah? So horny, call <my codename> and tell him about your dream, I’m sure he will rush down now
Z: It’s just a dream
X: I know you like him right? Whenever he comes you smile so happily

There are other bits and pieces of their conversation that I either cannot hear or not worth writing. After about 5 mins of their phone conversation, I starting to lick Z’s breasts and finger her. She was trying to get away from me but I held her and signalled to her to continue talking on the phone. She started to become wet again and I positioned myself to insert my lil bro into her. Her eyes start to widen as she realised what I’m trying to do, but I did not care and inserted in. She gave out a soft moan and I believe X heard it too. However, I cannot hear what X said, but I think X is questioning her if she is playing with herself now as Z was busy defending herself that she is just adjusting her position on the bed and had a sore back. As I slowly thrust in and out, I enjoyed looking at Z’s face as she tried to control her moans. Z was looking at me with pleading eyes until I finally signalled to her to stop the call. Z then told X that she’s tired and going to sleep before hanging up. After that, Z started moaning loudly while I continue to pump her.

Z: Husband, you are so naughty
Me: You enjoyed it don’t you?
Z: I love it when you are inside me
Me: I can feel how wet you are, do you want me to pull out and taste your own juice now?
Z: No.. I want you inside me

I continued pumping her until I feel that I am about to cum and pulled out and stroke myself until I cum on her breasts. She just laid there panting without stroking me this time round. I laid down beside her and looked at her

Me: Did you enjoy it?
Z: Yes… I love it when you are fucking me. You are the only one who can make me so wet and horny.
Me: You can only be horny with me
Z: En, but I still need to do my duty as a gf and wife
Me: Ok, but you cannot feel horny with him. You can just let your bf fuck you once every 2 months, and you cannot be wet for him
Z: I will try my best

I don’t know what came over me, but I suddenly want to possess her too. It’s not only because she is so pretty, but somehow, her submissiveness makes me feel like she is a little girl needing protection and I want to make her all mine. As we continue to lie on the bed, I propped myself up using one below and turn to look at her

Me: Z, you are so beautiful
Z: Husband, I will do whatever you want me to do so you can’t find other girls ok?
Me: Not even for HJ?
Z: No….
Me: That’s not what you said just now
Z: I know, but when I think of other girls giving you HJ, I can’t stand the thought too.
Me: Then in that case, you must meet me at least once a week
Z: Really? If I do that, you will not find other girls?
Me: Yes, but you must stay overnight with me. I want to fuck you till I’m dry and then I will not have the urge to find others.
Z: I can’t promise you that, if I don’t let him pick me up after work too often, he will suspect something.
Me: I don’t care, if you can’t meet me for that week, I may go find other girls to release.
Z: You can’t do that!
Me: Why not? Otherwise, for every week that you can’t meet me, you cannot have sex with your bf for the next 3 months too.
Z: I can’t, he is already complaining that we hadn’t have sex for almost 2 months now.
Me: It’s up to you.
Z: Husband, please don’t do this.
Me: Let’s go wash up

I dragged Z to take a shower again and this time we just washed ourselves and go back to lay on the bed. By this time, it’s slightly after 3 am.

Me: What time do you have to be back?
Z: He’s picking me up at 9am for breakfast
Me: Then I will send you back soon so that you can sleep
Z: I want to stay longer with you
Me: No, go back home and sleep, we can meet again soon.

With that, we packed our stuff and I started to drive her back to her house after she gave me her address. We didn’t talk much during the journey back as I can see that she was very tired, but she still held on to my left hand tightly during the journey and was trying her best not to doze off. When we enter her carpark, she looked at me

Z: I think I really love you, you are the only one who can make me feel this way and act like this. Please don’t think that I’m a loose woman.
Me: I know you don’t sleep around
Z: I love you
Me: I like you too Z
Z: You don’t love me?
Me: I don’t use the word love easily. I really like you a lot, but I am not ready to say I love you yet
Z: Drive safely home later ok? Let me know when you reach home.
Me: I will take some time to reach home, you go sleep first.
Z: No, I want to wait for you to reach home
Me: Just go sleep, I know that you are tired.
Z: No, I will wait
Me: Ok, but if you are tired just sleep first
Z: Don’t speed ok? Drive safely
Me: I will

With that, I dropped her off and as she walked back, I looked at her from behind and am thinking how lucky I am to fuck her twice and for her to be so submissive to me.

This concludes my first night with Z.

<<to be continued>>

[SmartBalls]

Nice story TS, please continue

[VVDPink]

TS, very nice story, hope to read more.

[diputs1269]

Such lovely updates here, TS lucky to get a beautiful 'volunteered' fb here. Camping here for more sexual updates.

[CheongingEdge]

After I reached home, I just dropped my supervisor another msg to inform him that I will not be going to work as I am still down with diarrhoea. After that I msged Z to let her know I’m home, and before I even get a chance to put down the phone, she replied immediately to ask me to rest early. I just replied a simple goodnight.

When I woke up the next morning, it was already 11am. I checked my phone and my supervisor had replied with the standard “take care” msg. I also saw some msg from Z.
Z: (8.30am) Good morning, I’m still so sleepy, yesterday night was just like a dream. I love you
Z: (8.55am): I’m getting ready to go out now, you must still be sleeping. I love you, rest well.
Z: (9.45am): I have finished eating now, and we are going over to his house now. We will be meeting some friends for lunch later.
Z: (10.45am) Are you still sleeping? Remember to take your lunch later. I love you.

I decided to reply her after I washed up, and much to my surprise she replied almost immediately.
Me: I’m just up, so tired
Z: Then rest more, we are heading over to XXX soon to have our lunch. Have your lunch soon too
Me: Ok
Z: Are you angry?
Me: Angry about what?
Z: That I’m not there to accompany you?
Me: Nope, don’t think too much. I just don’t want to disturb you when you are with him
Z: What are you doing later?
Me: Not sure yet
Z: You must remember what you promised last night

Knowing that she’s afraid that I will go and find other girls, I shook my head, thinking she’s really too possessive of me and hence decided not to reply while I changed and made my way out for lunch. 15 mins later I got another msg from her
Z: Have you eaten yet?
Me: Nope, I just bought my food
Z: Send me a picture of what you are having?

I was thinking this time siao liao, she really wants to control me. Decided not to reply and started having my food, but another 20 mins later, she sent me a picture of their friends and lunch. Looking at it, I relented and took a picture of my finished lunch with a kopi that I am having.
Z: Thank you
Me: Don’t worry, I am alone
Z: Sorry I can’t be with you
Me: Enjoy your lunch and don’t spend so much time on the phone
Z: I love you husband
Me: Have a good rest today, I am going to buy food for my pets
Z: Take care on your way k

While I was a bit annoyed at her possessiveness, at the same time I also felt some sweetness in my heart. It feels like dating in my younger days. I didn’t reply her and went on to do my stuff. About 2 hours later, she msged me again.
Z: I’m at his house now
Me: Ok, I’m at home now too
Z: I’m going to take a nap soon, feeling sleepy
Me: Ok, rest well
Z: He’s going over to his mom place to get some stuff
Me: Ok
Z: Are you angry that Im sleeping in his house? We are not doing anything, I’m sleeping alone
Me: Ok, go and sleep, you must be tired
Z: Ok, I will let you know when I am up. We are really not doing anything, I’m really alone.

I decided not to reply and about 5 mins later, I got a video call from Z. She was worried that I don’t trust her and decided to give me a video call to let me see for myself that she’s really alone. We had some small chat before she started bringing up yesterday night again.

<<to be continued>>

I understand that some bros want me to get into the sex part, but frankly speaking, to me, it's not the sex that let me into a "long-term" relationship with Z, but rather her interactions and care for me that made me start to slowly fall in love with her. So sorry if any bros prefer more action-pack stories

[evoralliart]

No worries bro

It’s a good read. Thanks for sharing something that you experienced yourself

The sex part is indeed interesting and kinda erotic but I feel that since this is about sharing your true experience, not necessary every parts must talk about sex. Looking forward to your developments with this ML

[LauJiao]

Nice story. It as if i am reading a love story.

This cracked me up though haha

Me: You too pretty, I'm scared if you touch it I will cum liao, then you will laugh at me

[Broadings]

Very well written TS, please continue

[meijipcc]

great story, enjoy reading it. look forward to your next update TS.

[basfreak]

nice story TS, shall wait for more updates.