Aiyo! Heart.. - Page 50

Ladyrain · #**736** 17-05-2023, 01:11 PM

Finally, a visit to you.
I hope you are indeed happier there.
I'm sorry, but I'm really struggling for an extremely long time and i think I can no longer see myself in future.
I feel meaningless. .

Ladyrain · #**737** 02-06-2023, 02:53 PM

Happy birthday.
Hope there's another year.
I pray for people around me to be loved and be able to love freely.

nivlek0099 · #**738** 02-06-2023, 03:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

Happy birthday.
Hope there's another year.
I pray for people around me to be loved and be able to love freely.

Happy Birthday

Ladyrain · #**739** 05-06-2023, 03:54 AM

Thank you. .. ...

Ladyrain · #**740** 05-06-2023, 05:48 AM

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

musangk1ng · #**741** 05-06-2023, 09:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

Everyone have own stress and difficulties to overcome in life. Each of us have our own story. It is up to us to write the content of it. Don't stop moving forward and eventually everything will work out.

kayakracer · #**742** 05-06-2023, 09:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

Continue trying to heal. Once healed you be alot stronger than you are now. I have been through alot of pain as well. Exhausted before. Overtime, I learnt to let things go and move on. To heal you need to let go of the emotional attachment. theory is like this. how to actually do it, improve yourself. learn new skills new language, work on your health and beautify yourself. make yourself the best version of yourself. improve even just by a tiny bit a day is a win.

Gorillazx1000 · #**743** 07-06-2023, 03:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

Finally, a visit to you.
I hope you are indeed happier there.
I'm sorry, but I'm really struggling for an extremely long time and i think I can no longer see myself in future.
I feel meaningless. .

Same here. Always trying to find motivation to deal with never ending problems. What I usually do is to put on my walking shoes and go for a walk. Enjoy what the nature have for us.

pratamania · #**744** 24-06-2023, 02:23 PM

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Originally Posted by CTOA3728

Yes I understand the feeling..... having sex when you're tipsy and high is the best

ya i also agree

NanoBang · #**745** 26-06-2023, 04:03 PM

Don’t drink too much take care

Angles · #**746** 26-06-2023, 05:44 PM

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Originally Posted by hamsapkwai

Sister you not yet take medicine is it?

lol hahhahah

Ladyrain · #**747** 03-07-2023, 07:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Gorillazx1000

Same here. Always trying to find motivation to deal with never ending problems. What I usually do is to put on my walking shoes and go for a walk. Enjoy what the nature have for us.

I have a hard time heading out actually. The thing is, people cannot tell when they meet me that I'm still struggling to heal inside.
There are wounds I cannot tell anyone at all.
I'm on the verge. I really am.
And I'm trying very very hard.
I drink to numb the pain sometimes too.

Ladyrain · #**748** 03-07-2023, 07:58 PM

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Originally Posted by NanoBang

Don’t drink too much take care

Yes. I drink to numb the pain and agony..

wishlow123 · #**749** 03-07-2023, 09:57 PM

hmmm what's this?

Gorillazx1000 · #**750** 04-07-2023, 01:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

I have a hard time heading out actually. The thing is, people cannot tell when they meet me that I'm still struggling to heal inside.
There are wounds I cannot tell anyone at all.
I'm on the verge. I really am.
And I'm trying very very hard.
I drink to numb the pain sometimes too.

I think you are like me. Always shows a strong front and suffers alone.
Instead of drinking to numb, do something more positive. Exercise or do something which you longed want to. Then we tackle the problem.
It is always not easy but we have to go thru. It is part n parcel of life.